Adventures & Mishaps

I’m always a little depressed on this day.
I can’t help it.

I busied myself all day trying to avoid it but now that I’m just sitting around doing nothing, I’m feeling it come back to me again.

Three years since I’ve moved here, and I can finally joke around about it. I can laugh, smile and love myself and my life again. I’m so used to this life that I’ve forgotten how it felt like back then.

For today I’ll let myself remember; tomorrow will just be any other day. :|No need to dwell over the past.

To PPACO & PACAJ:

It’s raining out and I was looking through old pictures and I find myself sitting here remembering the memories we made in the past.

I remember when you guys were like my family. I smiled, laughed, and enjoyed life every single day.

I remember when I was feeling down and you all were there to cheer me up and tell me it would be okay.

I remember everyday we used to sit together, tell jokes, be loud, and just enjoy each other’s company.

I remember everyday going to one of your houses or my own and just hangout and make tons of inside jokes.

I remember when I moved and we promised we wouldn’t drift apart, but we let it happen anyway.

I’m sorry;sorry for my faults. Sorry for being a bad friend those times. Sorry for blaming you even though I’m also to blame for us drifting apart. Sorry for saying things behind your back. Sorry for every mistake that I made.

But even though I say that I don’t really mind it anymore, I hope you all know that I still miss you guys everyday, all of you. And I want you all to know that I still think of you guys from time to time, hoping that maybe you are doing the same. Even if it’s only every once in a while. I hope you all know that I still consider you my friends, even though we barely speak. At that time you guys were my best friends, my family, and my life. I hope you know that I love you all and hopefully one day we’ll meet up again and talk about the good old days, before anything ever changed.

I don’t know if any of you will even bother to read this, but I just wanted to say so.

I miss you guys.

-Patrizha

guy: heyy :) girl’s thoughts: oh my god he texted me! i should reply…but not so quickly because that will make it seem like i was waiting for his text. alright, i’ll text him in a minute. but what should i shouldnt reply with hey because one y doesnt sound enthusiastic. i’ll reply with two just like his. or will that make me seem too eager? oh and he even put a smiley face! does that mean he likes talking to me? or hes happy talking to me? i should send him a different smiley like this one :3 or this one :D. or will that make me seem too eager as well? oh whatever all he said was hey! sheesh. alright alright im taking too long he might think i’m ignoring him. here goes…. girl: heyy :D

bahahhaha xD toofunny.

Oh gawd! hahaha.. click the dots and form a heart. haha

WTF! This is so amazing ! XDDD

(Source: infelice)